Self-sacrificing is selfish and egoistic. It means giving away one of the most valuable parts of oneself in the name of absolving sins that have never been committed. There is no one to conduct this bloody emotional bath for. So what’s the point of sacrifice? Pictures of giving and submission threaded on the past. Theatrical gestures of ripping a man apart for another man. Hurting oneself in the name of disbelief in one’s own humanity. Sacrificing is not forgiving. Sacrificing is vile. Sacrificing is self-adoration.